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[Thursday
March 9th, 2006
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yeah so today I hung out with Tyler, I was really surprised that he came over, but he did, & he stayed for 2 hours & 2 minutes, a fucking record, believe it or not! the longest I think he has ever stayed over here was like 45 minutes, bogus. so yeah. AND.......he FINALLY kissed me!!!!! =) yay!! & he tickled me a lot & we just watched tv & stuff, & then he put his arm around me & he held my hand, ugh it was so cute!!! gah I miss that so much! then when he asked me when I had to leave & I said "5 minutes" he was like "UGH 5 minutes!!! no!" awwwwwwww & then when he left he gave me a hug & a kiss & he was like "can I see you tomorrow?" & I was like "well I'm going to Spartanburg sometime tomorrow but maybe before hand" & he was like "well if you don't have time, don't worry about it, but I would love to see you" gah how exciting
I'm not going to get too excited though b/c he'll probably do something to screw it up like every guy. like Tyler Hovis. ugh but I really had fun hanging out with him today, it was so nice. I just love having so much attention, like he couldn't keep his hands off of me, & I LOVE that. bleh anywho
so I went through & realized that out of my 12 entries, I have had a total of 2, yes 2 COMMENTS that's it!!! BOGUS
yeah so I think I'm gonna drive around or something cool & yeahkbye
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[Monday
March 6th, 2006
2:43pm] |
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so today's my birthday, & I am now officially 19!!! wow. so I mean I'm happy, I guess, I mean I don't know if I just fake being happy or if I really am. like I know there's no reason for me to not be happy, but now especially with Addison home, I see how much I miss being in love, & having that someone who only makes me smile the way that he does. I'm so happy for Whit & Addison, they go great together, just sucks, b/c I miss that. I'm also on my period, & it's also my birthday, so thinking about not having a boyfriend, just makes it worse. this is the first birthday in like 5-6 years where I haven't had a boyfriend. odd.
anywho, so I haven't updated this in forever. anyone who reads this probably already knows, but oh well, Whit moved in with me. I really like it actually, I don't get bored anymore, I don't get lonely, & I always have someone to talk to & make me laugh. + I get to wear her clothes, jewelry, & use her purses, so all in all, it's pretty nice.
this semester is stressing me out. I have to drop my History class, which I still haven't done yet, I think I'm paranoid that I'll be making a mistake if I drop it, but if I don't, I'm like 99.9% sure that I'm going to fail, or make like a D in that class & fuck up my whole GPA & lose my scholarship. so if I lose my scholarship that means no Upstate next semester, which I would just off myself if that were to happen.
I'm moving in with Whitney (Wampole/Googie) next semester in Pinegate, or Campus Edge, whatever. it's going to be incredible. Hook is staying in Spartanburg, not going to Columbia, thank God for that. he's either living with SteveO again or with Sam. Darrell & Josh are living together. & then me & Googie. it's going to be awesome. I can't wait.
so I'm excited about this summer, not really sure why, but I am. I always love the summer, even though there ain't SHIT to do in Greenville, I'm just excited. I'm gonna stay with Googie in Spartanburg every now & then during the summer, & I'm going to go see Hook & Darrell in Columbia for a while, & I think Googie wants to go too.
so I'm bored, & don't have much else to talk about...sooooooooo I think imma ride around for a hot minute
holla
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[Thursday
February 16th, 2006
12:47am] |
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so lately I've been in weird moods, I think it was because of vday
like the day before vday like I was in a great mood, & then I dunno what happened, if it was b/c I'm so stressed or what, but I just got like tired & depressed
then yesterday, vday, I was fine, & then I just got into a bad mood, & then later on I was fine
I don't know what's wrong with me
& I know this is going to sound really corny but whenever I get sad, it's like the second I go outside, I get happy. I dunno, it's like I just look around at the world & how beautiful it is, & I'm like there's no reason to be sad, like honestly. I have so much to be thankful for, & I'm just so glad that I'm here, I have the best life ever. the only thing that could make it better is if I had a boyfriend, & honestly I don't even care b/c I love my friends, & they're all I really need. them & my family. I love y'all so much.
so in later news, it turns out that Hook probably, more than likely, is NOT going to go back to Columbia, YAY!!!!!!!!!! omg that makes me soooooooooo happy like I don't think anyone understands how much that makes me happy.
oh yeah & right now I'm in Spartanburg, Googie came & got me, & tomorrow Whit is coming up to Spartanburg to get her insurance check & to spend her $100 at the Upstate Bookstore, so yeah, AWESOME. & we've been drinking tonight & it's been fun.
well I guess that's about it. I just wanted to update a little bit.
oh yeah I was reading my old entires, & they were like ALL about Darrell, pathetic. I didn't realize how much I liked him until I read that shit, I was like WOW. anywho, no more entries about guys & being depressed & shit, only HAPPY ONES!!!
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[Wednesday
February 15th, 2006
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so I haven't written in here forever, & I don't know if this is goin to work b/c my laptop is gay, so I'm just going to try this to see if it works, bleh.
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[Thursday
December 15th, 2005
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so yeah it's been a while since I've written in here so yeah
DARRELL
um...well let me start with Darrell, I haven't asked about him & Kellie because I really don't care, but me & Hook talked about it today & he called & asked Darrell what was going on between them this is how the convo went...
Hook: so what's up with you & Kellie?
Darrell: I think we're going to get back together
Hook: wow Cagle's going to love hearing that
Darrell: well she should have seen it coming
& then Hook says to me "what an asshole huh" uhhh yeah! whatever like honestly I don't care, I've said FUCK THAT, I'm moving on. I don't even know if I like him as much as I used to, I don't know man. & he's still one of my best friends, so that's all that matters. that's all I care about anyways. & I always told myself that I wouldn't want to be with him anyways because he's an asshole & him doing this just proves even more that he's an asshole & I wouldn't want to ever date him, so WHATEVER. I don't care, I still love him to death, he's my boy, that's all that matters, well to me anyways. & nothing's gonna change that, hopefully...we'll see
JOSH
on another note, I hung out with Josh today. he told me like yesterday or the day before or something that he still thinks about me a lot & that he wishes that he could get another chance with me. then I talked to him today & he was like saying the same thing about how he wishes that I would just give him another chance & that I really was the best girlfriend & all this other shit. well DUH I knew that. I told him though that people don't get 2nd chances all the time in life & he really hurt me, I don't want to go through that again ya know? & he was like "well you fucked up too, but it's all good" & I was like "no I didn't fuck up all you had to do was talk to me & we could have worked it out but you didn't" & he goes "yeah I know you're right, I'm sorry" I was like DAMN RIGHT. so anyways, I went over to his house once he got out of school. We watched a little bit of The House of Wax & then I was gettin ready to leave & instead we had like a full on make out session for AT LEAST 20 minutes, if not longer. & by the way I have 2 hickies on my neck & 2 on my right tit, HAHA I love it!! but we didn't do anything else, b/c I told him I didn't want to do anything with him like that & he was like "gah I can't believe you're going to leave me hanging" & I was like "well I told you I didn't want to do anything with you so that's your fault" & he was like "yeah I know..." & like gave me this sad puppy dog face, HAHA I love it
so yeah I don't know about Josh. like the thing about him is is that he LOVES to show affection & I absolutely LOVE that. like he does not care where we are, he will grab my hand, he will put his arm around me, he will kiss me, & I just think it's adorable. to be that proud of how you feel for someone & show it in public, is just amazing to me. but like I don't know if I have feelings like that for him anymore. like sometimes I miss him but then again he's really immature sometimes & I think he has a lot of growing up to do, plus it'd be too hard to have a relationship with him with me in COLLEGE & him living in Greenville with no car or a liscence b/c he's too lazy to go get it. so yeah. no. but I do like the attention, I'm not gonna lie. & I love him kissing me, it's just WHOA. like today was awesome.......yeah.
it's weird b/c I haven't been like wanting to do anything sexual with like anyone since the Darrell thing. I think it was because I like him & I liked having sex with him, that now I don't want to settle for anything less than that. even though I know he doesn't feel the same way for me, I still had feelings for him & I know he cares about me as a friend anyways, & I just loved it. bleh whatever. I'll find someone eventually that will make me happy.
CHRISTOPHER
so onto another ex-boyfriend...how bout I hung out with Chris over Thanksgiving Break & he told me that he still cares about me & loves me....WHAT?!?! how can you say something like that to me??? like honestly I had no idea what to say back, & I told him that I was like "I don't know what to say" & he was like "you don't have to say anything" I was like wow. like that kills. to hear the 1 person that made you the happiest that you've ever been & tore your heart out say that they still love you & care about you, OMG. & he took this box to college with him, that had all the pictures of us & me & other things from our relationship in it. like how fucking sweet is that?!?! & he is kinda not but kinda is still dating Canaan. but the way that he talks about her, I just really don't think that he's happy. like they always fight, they don't have sex a lot, they never make out, she says that she wants to stop having sex till marraige now, & he can NOT do that, they act like brother & sister, & there's just so many things wrong with their relationship. he has tried to break up with her too like at least 5 times. like if you're trying to break up with someone that bad, then it's obvious that you don't want to be with them. & then like you look at pictures of them together, & he like NEVER smiles in the pictures. like you look at pictures of me & him & he always smiled. like I just don't think he's happy at all. & he said that when he tries to pick her up she says "put me down", like wtf, when I used to go to his work when he got off, I would ALWAYS run up to him & jump & he would pick me up & we'd hug & kiss & it was the cutest thing ever. whatever, that girl is weird.
boys. they amaze me, like honestly. i know the stupid saying "can't live with 'em, can't live without 'em" is really gay & cheesy, but it really is true. like they piss you off so bad but then they make you so happy. I just really want a boyfriend right now. I've gone like 5 months or so now without a boyfriend, & I'm hating it. like even after me & Chris broke up, we still talked for like 2 months or something. & then I started talking to Jeremy from December till June, 6 months, wow, & then before Chris I was with Jeremy for 2 years & before that it was Mark & it just keeps going on & on. this is the longest time that I've actually truely gone without someone. like even though me & Jeremy weren't technically together for those 6 months, I still knew that he cared about me, & he loved me, & everything. I don't have that rigt now, & it's weird. I don't like it.
HOOK
I love Hook. like he is one of my closest guy friends I think I've ever had. like I've never had a guy friend that wasn't my boyfriend, or used to be my boyfriend, or me have feelings for or something. & I can honestly say that Hook is my friend & nothing more, & I love that. I love having the security of a boy that I know will be there no matter what, & won't hurt me. unlike when I do have a boyfriend & you never know if they're going to hurt you or not. I know Hook truly loves me & would do anything for me. I love that boy. I can talk to him about anything, & he really loves me for me. he's not fake to me. he tells me straight up what he thinks. he's honest with me. I mean honestly, can I say that about any other guy???? NO!! me & Brooke were talkin about it today & we said that it's like a brother/sister thing. & I think that's true, because it is like your brother. your brother will love you & have your back no matter what. & that's how I feel with Hook. my brother I barely ever talk to, so I'm glad I have Hook. it's funny though because when I first met Hook like he tried to like hook up with me & stuff & like I kinda liked him, or tried to kinda like him, but then I thought he was an ass, & then a goober, but then I started hanging out with him more, & he's just awesome. I even told Brooke that he probably would be the perfect boyfriend, but I just don't have any feelings like that for him at all. & me & him talked about that how nothing would ever happen between us but we don't care.
so I love how my whole entry was about boys, haha, I went back & made titles for each section of guys haha.
10 more days till Christmas!!!!!!!!! omg that is crazy
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[Friday
December 2nd, 2005
12:28pm] |
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well the whole Darrell & Kellie thing has started again, I don't even feel like explaining
then I read Whitney's shit & find out that she's applying to College of Charleston & she's going to Charleston for New Years & she's going to be looking at apartments & all that shit
& ya know what's cool? when you WERE best friends with someone & y'all said that y'all would definately see each other every weekend but then ya know apparently things change, well at least that's what she's said, & I've noticed that I'm definately not her best friend anymore, that'd be Meredith & all those people, & now that she has a boyfriend, Whitney wants to spend all her time with him. so tell me how it's NOT going to be awkward tomorrow at Ximeno? thank God Chelsea & Josh are going to be there, that's all I have to say about that
so tonight I get to see my best friend from 4th & 5th grade, b/c Kat is best friends with her now, & we're having a big party at Hook's & everyone's getting trashed, I'm getting Jager & Goldshlager, & then tomorrow me & Chels are going to Greenville & then to the show & then back here to get drunk again
it's our last weekend of all of us together, minus Josh, how sad. I'm going to cry when I have to say goodbye to Chels, 1 month without here, AHHH!!! but I'm going to Columbia DEFINATELY for New Years to hang out with Hook & Darrell, b/c there's going to be hella parties there, & I might go down there 1 other time over the break, it just depends on how my mom is doing after her surgery & shit
well I gotta go to class, bleh
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[Thursday
November 24th, 2005
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Tuesday, me & Hook took Chelsea to the airport & said goodbye to her, it was sad :'( then me & him went to Fuji Express, a Japanese resturaunt & got food, it was awesome, then I went to the dorm room & got packed & shit & then went to Cingular with my dad & got text messaging & I'm getting a new phone, WHOOP, then I just watched Madagascar with my family
yesterday, I didn't wake up till 2:30 & then I took a shower & got ready & shit & then I went & got Josh & Zack & we went to CVS & I got Zack cigarettes & I got some eyeliner & then we went to Wal-Mart so that I could get this powder stuff & then I took Zack back to his car & then went home & ate pizza then went up to CVS to see Whit & then went back home to get Josh's IPOD then went back up to CVS & hung out there until Whit got off work at 9 & then we drove around & we went to O'Charley's & ate & then drove around some more & then we got my car & took Josh his IPOD & then we got Addison & drove around & then went to Wal-Mart & I fucked around with the toys & then we left & they went & fucked & I drove & then me & Whit drove around some more & then Whit spent the night with me
oh yeah & Monday night Darrell told me that Kellie broke up with AK on Sunday, so I got sad b/c I was like "oh great I guess they really are going to start dating" but then last night Darrell told me that Kellie was going to AK's today for thanksgiving & so Darrell said that he's going to act like Kellie didn't tell him that she misses him & shit like that. so I'm happy about that. & he called me drunk as hell last night it was hilarious. then he called me today & I talked to his little brother for a minute haha it was hilarious.
but yeah I'm in a better mood now, it's cool. so today woke up at like 11:30 or something & took Whitney home & then came back here & helped my mama with the cooking & shit & got ready & then we ate around 2 or something & it was awwwwwwwwesome
& Tyler Hovis said that he wanted to hang out today, but like always, I knew that probably wouldn't happen. he sent me text messages saying that he wanted to, but he never follows through so yeah. tonight I'm going to the movies with Josh to see Saw 2, I'm excited b/c I haven't seen that yet & yeah
tomorrow night me & Brooke are supposed to be going to Arizona to get table rock top sirloins, YUMMY & Chris is working, so I'll get to see him, speaking of, he called me last night & told me that him & Canaan are on a "break" I was like OH SHIT haha ;)
well I think I'm bout to go take a shower & get ready to go to the movies tonight, so yeah
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[Monday
November 21st, 2005
12:06am] |
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so I am going to basically copy & paste shit that I said to Whitney about the whole Darrell thing because yeah, I don't feel like typing it all again
ugh it pisses me off so bad & obviously he doesn't know that i like him or doesn't care b/c he calls me to tell me this. he doesn't call anyone else, just me. i know i'm his best friend, but god damnit this hurts. i just want him to get over her, that's all. don't want me, that's fine, but do NOT go back to her
& she's probably just fucking around with him anyways, she's probably mad at AK or something stupid & is like "well i'll call darrell" & then they're going to hang out over break & she's probably still going to go back to AK & he's just going to hurt even more. i mean WHAT IS HE RETARDED?!?!!
yeah.....UGH!!!!!!!!!! don't not call me all day & then when you do talk to me about kellie. gah that kills
i mean yeah i guess i should feel special b/c out of everyone he calls he calls me to talk to me about it but damnit i don't want to just be the person he calls to talk about shit to i want to be more than that
i know, & i mean there's nothing i can do about it, i can't help my feelings for him, & like the other day i was thinking maybe i don't really like darrell b/c i didn't feel as much for him as i thought i did, but then this & him leaving for columbia, just hurts so bad & i love being his best friend, i really do, & I don't want that to change, but I just wish I didn't have these feelings, it's so hard. like it's not hard when he's here, b/c he's HERE, with me for the most part, but when he's gone & he's out doing other things & I don't know what he's doing & then Kellie calls him, it just sucks. I wish I didn't have these feelings for him, I really do, or at least if i had these feelings I wish that they were reciprocated, & apparently they're not. everyone says that they think we're dating & all this other shit, like everyone new that I meet is all like "so how long have you & Darrell been dating?" b/c we're ALWAYS together & it just seems like that, but I keep telling everyone he doesn't want me. but people keep trying to convince me he does, but then shit like this happens, & i'm like WTF
Mb20sgrl5: he's stupid for not being with you.
Mb20sgrl5: fyi
yeah he really is & like when he was getting sick he was like "this is the time that i need a girlfriend" & he told Chelsea the other day that he really needs a girlfriend up here she was like HELLO JESSICA, but she didn't say that
I mean everyone thinks that we're dating & it seems like we're dating so why doesn't he just fucking date me?!
Mb20sgrl5: cause its darrell
& like I think to myself "okay he wouldn't get so upset when people say that we're dating if he didn't have feelings for me, he wouldn't call me everyday if he didn't have feelings for me, he wouldn't hang out with me everyday if he didn't have feelings for me" but maybe it really is just a friendship thing. he told people like a month ago or something that I was like his sister, I'm like okay?!?!?! no, do you fuck your sister?! I don't think so
so yeah that was basically our conversation minus the whitney part. but I'm so confused, I just don't know anymore. I'm going to try to not let it get to me. but let's say if they do start dating again...ummm that means we'll like never see him because he'll be with her, & then if he does come around here he'll probably bring her with him, & I will NOT be able to deal with that, I'll have to like leave or something. & like whenever Hook has parties, both of them would definately come. I just can't go through that, that would kill me. I mean I want him to be happy, really I do, but I don't think that she could make him happy, not like she used to.
but whatever, Whit & Chels are the only ones who read this, which by the way, I LOVE YOU GUYS, & they've already heard me ranting & raving, so yeah I'm done
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November 20th, 2005
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so I think I'm just going to kill myself right now, & just get it over with
Darrell calls me, the first time today, which was odd, b/c like 30 minutes ago I was talking about how he hadn't called all day, & then he did, but I kinda wished he hadn't...
he tells me that Kellie called him this morning & was saying that she misses him & shit, like wtf is that, she's with AK & she supposedly "loves" him & all this shit, so Darrell's all like "Kellie if you're fucking around stop, because I'm going to get really pissed" & she's all like "no I really do miss you, AK's starting to get on my nerves, I don't know if I love him" & all this other bullshit, so then she was like "what are you doing over Thanksgiving break?" & he was like "probably nothing, just spending time with my family" & she was like "well we should do something over break" & he was like "alright" & she's called him 2 more times today
he's like "i mean this is what i want, but I'm afraid that she's just fucking around with me, I mean I don't know if she would do that or not, I don't think she would, but I don't know man" & I was just like "oh ok"
god damnit this hurts so much, like WTF. why would he do that to himself??? does he just want to get hurt even more????? he's never going to get over her if she does this shit. like seriously, why would you date someone for like 3 months or however long they've been dating & like have sex with them & say that you love them & shit & then call your ex boyfriend
I just don't see why Darrell would do that to himself. it's not the fact that he doesn't want me, it's just the fact that I don't want to see him get hurt, & I know that if he actually does hang out with Kellie & shit he's just going to end up getting hurt even more. he's never going to be able to get over him & ughhhhh
but yeah I'm done updating for right now, it's about time for another cigarette
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[Sunday
November 20th, 2005
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I GOT MY FIRST VIBRATOR YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!! recommended by Chelsea haha I haven't tried it out yet, but there's still tonight ;) hahahaha
& we saw Harry Potter yesterday, it was good, but the ending was kinda gay, so yeah...
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[Sunday
November 20th, 2005
1:25am] |
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so today let's see what all I did
slept in Hook's room & him & Chels slept in the living room, & I locked the door b/c Hook walked in the room fucking naked, so yeah...after that I proceeded to lock the door
oh yeah we went to Bailey's last night b/c it was her 19th birthday so we stayed over there for awhile & Nic came up WHOOP & then we went back to Hook's & watched some Family Guy & then passed out
& again Darrell left yesterday, & I've been sad about that, but he called me at 3:30 in the morning to tell me that he fucked some chick, wow #10 he's movin on up, let me tell you, & it sucks, b/c it hurts me, but then again I'm like it shouldn't hurt me b/c I know that sex to him is just that, SEX, nothing more. & like he calls me everyday, called me 4 times yesterday, & called me at least 5 times today, he's so confusing, sometimes I feel like he likes me, b/c he calls me all the fucking time & everything, but then again I just don't know. bleh
anywho, so today, Chels called me at 9:30 to wake me up so that Hook & her could come in, so we hung out for alittle bit in here & Darrell called me, at like 10 something, already drinkin for the CLEMSON CAROLINA game & then me & Chels went back to sleep till fuckin 1, I was like holy shit
so then we went & got Zaxby's, then Brooke came over & we all played Monopoly & then me, Hook, & Chels went & worked out, then we went back & took showers & got ready for tonight
so then we came back to Hook's, & watched the game, watched Clemson kick Carolina's ass, WHOOP!!!!!!! & played Monopoly, where Chels kicked our asses the 1st game but then I won the 2nd game
& how about Brooke called me to tell me that she found my bra outside of the phouse b/c when I got out of Chelsea's car it must have fallen out, HAHAHAHA so she got it for me, crazy, I'm glad she found it b/c that was a Victoria's Secret bra that I just bought & yeah
so Hook is drunk as fuck & is kinda pissing me off, he threw a beer carton thing at my head & then proceeded to hug me telling me that he loved me & wouldn't let go & grabbed my tit, & then he keeps pushing me down like on the bed & on that damn thing in his living room & like tackling me, fucker, it's pissin me off, & then I was on the phone with Darrell & he hung up the phone yeah, anyways...
so I'm probably going to bed soon b/c yeah he needs to pass out & I'm tired, & Chelsea is too, but yeah I just wanted to update my journal real quick, to let out some emotions about Darrell & shit
he's been gone for a day & I already miss him a lot, it's not the same without him...le sigh
I can't even begin to imagine how Christmas break is going to be without him for a month, & without Chelsea & Hook & Brittany, but at least Darrell, Hook, & Britt are only an hour & a half away, but Chelsea's all the way in Florida :'( how sad!!!
well I'm going now so GOODNIGHT!!!
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[Friday
November 18th, 2005
2:02pm] |
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so yeah as you can see I started up an LJ again only because Whitney told me that these things were still "in", I didn't even know that they still existed, HA
so anywho......last night, ha that was crazy
so we decided, well Hook decided, to have a party at his place
I'm not gonna lie, at first it was kinda lame, it was just like me, Hook, Darrell & then Josh....but we all started playing beer pong & stuff, so it was fun. & I kicked Darrell's ass at beer pong, which to me was the best part, HA. but some more people started coming over i.e. Chelsea, Buck, Danielle, Tina, Erin, Amanda, BROOKE, some random guy, some guy Matt I think, another guy that I don't know, Ryan, ummmm I can't remember if anyone else showed up or not. but yeah we all got pretty drunk & it was awesome, we had fun. & then me, Chels, & Brooke went on a McDonald's run, & that was funny because we had to drive around 2 times because they can only take 2 orders at a time, so yeah. but Hook was drunk as fuck & was humpin my leg & saying "oh I'll take you home I'll make you fish bowl soup" from family guy hahaha it was funny, we have a picture of it, I'll put it up here later, along with all the other pictures from last night too
so tody, Darrell left for 10 days, & I'm very depressed about it actually. It's sad, I'm used to seeing him everyday, EVERYDAY, & now I have to go 10 days without seeing him, how sad. :( he's my best friend & yeah it just makes me sad, hope he knows I'm gonna be callin him 24/7, no actually I won't, that's kinda stalkarish but yeah
so Nicki D is comin up today, WHOOP I'd hit that, haha as me & Chels say. me, Chels, & Hook are about to go to Monterrey & eat & then we're going to the mall with Sam, & buying Harry Potter tickets, & then me, Chels, Hook, Melissa, & Josh are going to see it, I'M SO FUCKING EXCITED, like seriously, no lie, I'm fucking stoked
we're definately partying again tonight, I can't wait, excited
tomorrow is the fucking CLEMSON CAROLINA GAME!!!!!!!!!!!!! 7 pm bitches, & if you don't watch it, you're GAY so yeah
1 2 3 4 1 2 3 4 C-L-E-M-S-O-N T-I-G-E-RRRRRRRR-S FIGHT TIGERS FIGHT TIGERS FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!!!
alright well we're leaving, so peace out
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so, i have an lj now, again. and here it is..so comment bitches!
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